Catania’s Forest ~ Part Seven

Catania’s Forest: The Little Drummer-boy in Narnia ~ Part Seven

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Catania followed the creek east, upstream. Its shallow course grew deeper as she went on, until the elf walked at the bottom of a low trench beside the water. Finally she reached an old ash tree that grew at the very edge of the ditch, with its roots straggling over the edge and poking out of the earthen walls. Its thick trunk split into many branches, not high above the top of the defile. Much of its bark was scored with shaggy moss and sea-green wheels of lichen. In the shadow of its heavy canopy, Catania felt along the dirt wall, which was thick with moss and skinny roots—plantation the young elf had planted there herself, to disguise her house. Her practiced hand found the rough wooden handle, and pulled open the small door. It was made of wood, but covered with dirt on the outside, in which Catania had buried the small plants to cover it. Inside was the small dirt cave she called home, dug out between the great tree-roots, supported with rocks. Inside were her tools, lying in an orderly line, against one wall; and her small bed of heather and ferns. She tossed the rolled up hide beside her bed, and fetched the wooden spoon and fork she had carved with her knife, and went back to cook her dinner.

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After eating a small portion of the venison at her kitchen, Catania stamped out the dying fire and took her cutlery home. Twilight was fading around her by now. She hurried back to the old ash tree and lit a small fire outside it, in the mud by the creek. She filled a clay pot with small, amber grains from a sack inside her cave, and cautiously scooped up a little water from the stream in it, not letting it down so far in the current that the kernels washed out. She nestled the pot carefully into the coals of her little fire and crawled inside. It was safe to cook such things so close to where she slept—as far as she knew, elves were the only creatures on the planet foolish enough to try and eat the rock-hard grains. They would be soft enough to eat for breakfast after boiling all night.

It was completely dark in the cave, but the elf-girl knew every inch of it by feel; and she had done the same routine almost every night for all four years she had lived in the forest: she unstrung her bow and laid it down against the wall, put her quiver beside it, added her knife and belt. She pulled off her tunic and laid it beside her, smoothed the sleeveless shirt she wore beneath it, and let her hair down tumbling about her shoulders. She stretched out on her bed and twisted her shoulders and squirmed until the heather shifted into a comfortable couch, blew the ferns out of her face, and relaxed. Every day ended like this: the warm smell of earth and dry leaves, the soft crunch of the foliage beneath her, her tight muscles at rest, pitch black darkness before her chestnut eyes.

Catania’s Forest ~ Part Six

So. . . I haven’t been doing the greatest job keeping up with my schedule. :-/  If the worst comes to the worst, I guess I’ll just post twice the last couple days.

In other news, I’m turning sixteen today (like, when did I get so old??), and I got my first present yesterday–part of which was The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien.  I started reading it almost as soon as I got home, and I’m loving it.  I must say, I’m kind-of proud of myself for being enough of a geek to read something by Tolkien besides The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings. 🙂

Catania’s Forest: The Little Drummer-boy in Narnia ~ Part six

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The trouble with centaurs was that they could not help you get things on their backs. It always took a lot of tugging and arguing on Catania’s part to get her burdens where the centaur could safely carry them—but somehow they always managed it.

They pushed their way through the underbrush to Catania’s “kitchen”. She called it this because it was where she butchered and cooked her quarries, so the smell would not attract wild animals to where she slept and kept her gear. It was really just a clearing in the forest, just South of a small creek, that filled it with a clear, tinkling sound. When they reached it, Tyre flopped the stag down on the ground, which the elf’s many light steps had worn clean of any grass or weed.

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Catania’s Forest ~ Part Five

Catania’s Forest: The Little Drummer-boy in Narnia ~ Part Five

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Catania could not remember her mother. She had died long before the young elf could recall. In her oldest, haziest memories, she was living with her father, and her grandparents, and her widowed aunt.

Her father had hated humans. They had taken Syrelia over slowly—more and more of them coming, imposing more and more of their rules on other races. When Catania was fourteen, her father had been killed in a street fight with a dozen Men. When the governor, Haken Daniel, had come to the city and ordered the building of the wall, she had left her kin and fled. Her father had hated Men, and they had killed him—they would never be her master. Her father had always been quick to speak and act, and her admiration for him had made her leave behind her own quieter nature as best she could.

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Catania’s Forest ~ Part Four

So I was making up part of a story, earlier this week, about a warrior coming back to consciousness after being knocked out, and I managed to make myself feel so dizzy I fell down a flight of stairs.  It was special.  Embarrassing definitely, but still rather amusing.

Sometimes, my imagination works altogether too well.

Anyway, tell me what you think of Tyre. *nervous smile*

Catania’s Forest: The Little Drummer-boy in Narnia ~ Part Four

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The centaur towered above Catania by more than a head and shoulders. His glossy chestnut sides glistened with sweat in the westering sun, and his velvet shirt was stained with it; he never moved slower than a trot. His course, brown hair splayed across his green-clad shoulders; and his short, dark beard masked the lower half of his sun-tanned face.

“I need your help, Tyre.” They never wasted time on greetings.

The centaur drew himself up to his full height and squared his shoulders. “I don’t have time to help little girls.”

“I have an offer to make you,” Catania corrected herself impatiently, turning to walk back towards his tower beside him. She had to move quickly to keep his pace, but she was accustomed to brisk walking.

They caught up to Jéru and his charge, and moved passed them, Tyre shuffling disgustedly around the swine. The pipe music had begun again. The herd moved slowly, and soon fell away behind them. Catania itched to explain herself, but she could see the centaur had other things in mind.

“Why were you talking to that renegade, Catania?” he finally asked.

Catania was surprised he had had the decency to wait until the swineherd disappeared behind the bend in the road. They had almost reached Tyre’s tower now. Catania had never been inside it. Guessing from the gold embroidery that often curled its way across the centaur’s clothes, it must be a magnificent place.

“Is it a concern of yours if I am polite to him?”

“It’s my concern if you sympathize with cowardly rebels.”

“Look, Tyre, I’m out here risking my life. I’m not their slave. What do you want? I can’t start a revolution. How far would I get? A little elf-girl with a knife and a bow?”

“You would get farther than you’re getting mooning around shooting naught but deer,” Tyre said authoritatively.

“I have to eat,” Catania snapped. “It’s not like you’re laying siege the city either.” She was not one to pick a fight, but something about the arrogant centaur always managed to make her especially snappish. “Now, look. I just shot a deer, and I need you to help me get it back to my kitchen. I’ll give you a third of the meat?”

The centaur hesitated, then shrugged. “Very well, don’t just stand there then. Where did it go down?”

P.S. Make sure you didn’t miss my last Cat’s Forest post!  I’m going to be posting very often to get all the parts in, because I want to post the last one on Christmas Eve.  I’ll have it on the Stories page afterwards, if you would rather read it then at your own pace.

Catania’s Forest ~ Part Three

My last post is probably the most personal thing I’ve ever posted on here.  Parts of it might not have made sense for some of you who didn’t know my grandpa, but I thought I should share it.

All of you sweet Omaha people have been amazing through this.  And being able to text with a couple of my amazing friends, within hours of hearing my grandfather went to heaven, was such a blessing; and probably one of the most healing and comforting things I could have done just then.  A special thank you to all of you!

That said, I am excited to keep posting my story!  Y’all get to meet Tyre in the next part.  I’m both excited, and kind-of dreading it.  Tyre has been the trickiest character!

Catania’s Forest: The Little Drummer-boy in Narnia ~ Part Three

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Catania smiled politely. “Hello, Jéru.”

“I haven’t seen you in the forest much,” he said, walking up to her. His charge began to wander about and sniff at weeds poking between the flagstones of the road. Catania knew he would be beaten if he lost them—she still remembered the day he had taken off his belt and tunic and showed her the stripes on his back. When she had asked him why they had done it, he said he came home late.

So why is he so bent on speaking with me? she wondered. Am I the only creature who is civil to him? Judging from the life she knew he led, she probably was.

She tried to shrug off his remark, which she knew was more of a question. “I don’t go southeast of the city—it’s dangerous.”

“Because there are creatures there besides wild beasts?” he said, sarcastically.

“I would prefer wild beasts,” Catania said bitterly. “If you would rather humans, I would still rather deer.”

What about wolves?” Jéru said pointedly. “Or werewolves. What if you’ve shoot a werewolf?”

“I haven’t.”

“How do you know? Haven’t you shot a wolf?”

“Yes, I have. Sure I have. Not by moonlight. Don’t be absurd, Jér. I sleep at night.”

He gave her a quizzical look.

“My life is not half so exciting as you make it out to be.”

“You think it’s dull?” He spat into the underbrush. “Try my life.”

“Why do you do it, Jér?” she pleaded, unable to swallow the pain and bitterness that welled up at his unpleasant references to elfin life in the city.

“Do what?” he asked, bemused.

“Stay here—like. . . this.” She gestured vaguely towards the pigs, as if they were all the problem.

A shadow clouded his merry face. “What can I do, Tanya? They kill escaped slaves.”

Kill. Slave. The words grated on her ears. Looking up, she was suddenly confronted by Tyre, trotting around the bend. She was jittery from standing in the open road so long and sorry Tyre had caught her talking to Jéru. She was often uncomfortable under the glare of the centaur’s stern, blue eyes, but especially so when he found her associating with what he would call rebels.

“I’m busy, Jér, leave me alone,” she muttered and walked off to meet Tyre.

Digging Potatoes ~ a true story

November 27, 2016

She was always in danger on carpeted steps, being particularly good at slipping on them, but she had forgotten how steep these were.  She braced her arms on the walls.  The unfamiliarity made her start.  Had she expected the basement to remain untouched, unchanged while the little girl who had played there grew into a young woman?  She stared into the room she remembered best.  She could not find the light-switch, but she did not really need it.  The white shelves showed dimly, and the pale carpet, and she knew it was full of flowers.  That had not changed–she could see their shadows in the dark.

She felt the carpet through her socks, and touched the shelf she had once found a dead snake under while she was playing hide-’n-seek.  She looked under it again instinctively, as if she expected the withered skin to still be there.

Had the flowers been real, they would be only wilted straw by now, but she knew they remained as bright and dewy as they had been all those years ago.  Yet still, the room felt dead.  Not thick with death and decay, but with a quiet peace; like a slumber so deep nothing could arouse from it.  She almost sensed the cobwebs in the dark corners, and she could feel the dust motes swirling peacefully in the air without any beam of light to illuminate them.

The house was haunted by a thousand phantoms to her.  Not ghosts to make your flesh crawl, but happy children playing and bright Christmas trees.  A rowdy group chased each other around the garden and the small house; a little boy good-naturedly scolded a little girl for stepping on an onion; the little girl groped through the unlighted basement and squeezed under a shelf full of silk blossoms.  She showed her siblings a dark blue snake skin.

There were things she would remember from the drive home, after she tore herself away from the sleeping room full of flowers.  Golden cornfields, rust-colored leaves, a gray pine tree, a red barn, a black horse, a hundred rows of leafless trees, the grief in her heart.  She had expected the pain to feel different.  Less–a dull ache; or greater–a deep, throbbing pain and a rush of tears.

Not this chill, peaceful worry that made her heart feel empty.  Something whispered in her mind, like an echo wandering in the emptiness.  The hole should feel dark, but it was full of color.  Crinkling red wrapping paper; navy blue sweaters; green gardens; dun, earthy potatoes; powdery, black soil.  A painting of an ocean wave, all indigo water, and dark rocks, and white foam.  Shiny-orange Cheeto-dust clinging to her sticky fingers; chocolate-minty candies; a hot, greasy cheeseburger.  A light warmth filled her empty heart; the sorrow cut deeply, but the past was filled with happiness.  Her aching heart held a single memory in that moment, and she would carry it with her forever.  She almost smiled–a quiet smile that is filled with tears in itself–through the pain.

The highway whipped past under her tires and the flowers slept in the dark, their veiled colors seared in her aching mind forever.

December 5, 2016

She had know it would happen, but somehow it still surprised her.  Somehow she had not expected it so soon.  She had guessed it for so long, she had been so sure; but not now, not like this.  She had thought she had felt the full weight alone in the dark room, inhaling the musty, lightless air.  But pain could cut deeper still.

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And in that moment, I realized it could.

My senses were dominated by the taste and smell of salt, but the tears never fell.

The moment I came face to face with death, and felt pain wrench my heart until I thought I could hardly breathe.  I thought I could imagine wounds, describe pain, without ever really feeling it.

But I never truly imagined this–this quiet, tear-washed peace.

And even while the pain twists my heart inside out and my eyes ache to cry, I’m holding on.  I’m believing.  I’m believing that there is hope.  And hope makes all the difference.

I believe he loved me.  I hope he knew how much I admired him.  I hope he knows.  I know how much he loved me, and I know where he is; and I believe.  And I hope.

I cannot say death is the end, or that reality is bitter, while I believe in what He did.

I believe Death need not be proud, for it is “only the beginning” (Counted Worthy, page 228); I believe in the cross, but I believe in the empty tomb and nail-scarred hands that are warm with life.  “It is a bitter adventure if it must end so” (The Hobbit, page 243), but I will not believe this is the end.  I will keep believing.  I will hold hope in both hands, and I will believe.  I will praise the Giver of life and the Author of salvation, when my throat is too choked for words.

God, You are good.

“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”
Romans 15:13

 

Catania’s Forest ~ Part Two

Guys!!  It’s snowing at our house!!  And some of it–just a little–has been sticking!  I have been staring out the windows, and skipping with happiness, and dreaming up snow fairies since it started.

I ♥ snow!!

Anyway, *cough* here’s the story:

Catania’s Forest: The Little Drummer-boy in Narnia ~ Part Two

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Catania gutted her quarry and set off towards Tyre’s tower, just outside Syrelia’s wall—at least two miles from her hunting-ground. The tower was built on a high thrust of wooded land, over-shadowing the curving road that curled in a rough circle around the city wall. The young elf scrambled easily into a tree, and from its branches onto the tor. The tall tower was made of stone. It was crowned by a wide battlement, open to the sky, from which Catania knew Tyre watched the stars. She climbed into one of the trees that stood around the tower on the ledge. From one of its high branches she could see a long stretch of the road. She sat down on a high branch, and dangled her legs while she waited for Tyre to appear on the road below.

Finally she saw him come trotting around the bend—the centaur’s tall form was unmistakable. She swung herself down and started for the road. She stepped cautiously out into the open when she reached it. The flagstones felt—like always—startlingly smooth and hard under her feet, after the rough tussocks of the forest-floor. Tyre—in exchange for meat, of course—had procured her boots several years ago; but she had decided shoes wore out or were grown out of too quickly, and were too hard to come by. The young elf simply wrapped strips of untanned leather from her game around her light elf-feet to relieve the first bite of thorns and stinging bugs. She did the same around the first three fingers of her draw-hand to keep her bowstring from giving her blisters, but she still wore on her arms the bracers Tyre had procured for her.

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